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25 DEEP Questions.

whowillwearthecrown:

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel? I don’t do eye contact that much, that’s already difficult for me.. personally, telling how you feel is hard.. looking at someone in the eye and telling how you feel is harder.. and listening and looking at someone in the eyes when they tell you how they feel is the hardest..

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way? I’m angry that I’m here and Sarah’s there.. I’m angry that I can’t hear or see Sarah because of her mom’s constrictions and how she wants to block our limited means of communications.. right now, we tell each other that we’re fine and that we’re alright.. that even though things are rough now, we’re gonna be together soon.. it’s tough I know, but we don’t want to focus on the negatives or downsides because we have each other, and that’s a big deal..

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them? Sarah.. I’d tell her that I love her very very much.. and that she’s always the end of my red thread.. that she is THE ONE for me..

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid? I’ll inform my immediate family and Sarah.. spend time with them the best that I can.. I’d be afraid of course, being afraid of the unknown is normal.. the transition from life to death is always scary..

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust. It is like asking a bird, you can only have one of the following, the left wing or the right wing.. it is like asking a person, you can have one of the following, the brain or the heart.. why not have both? They work together hand in hand..

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not? I would rather save a life.. it sounds too idealistic but, earning money we can get that anytime.. earning someone’s trust, saving a life, that’s pretty rare..

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most? It works on similar ways..

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say? It depends if I have the same feelings for my best friend.. Sarah is my best friend, I’d kiss her all the way and live happily ever after.. but for my other best friends, we’d talk it out and say that I don’t have the same feelings for you but I still want to be your best friend..

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not? The last person I know who died is.. um.. actually it’s my dog before..

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend? Yes..

11. Does love = sex? No.. Sex is like, one slice of pizza.. tastes good, feels good, but it’s kind of temporary.. Love is the entire pizza pie.. even better than one piece of pizza..

12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not? I still need my job and I can’t let it go.. I would rather help my co-worker with any means I can.. I am a good friend, but I don’t want to be too selfless on myself.. that’s unfair also..

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person? I told my parents about Sarah and how I feel towards her.. it was so difficult and scary and I didn’t want them to kick me out or reject me.. they accept me and my decisions and I am very thankful for that..

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back? It’s hard for me to tell a guy that I don’t have the same feelings towards him.. I don’t want to break his heart.. but I want to tell the truth right away.. it would be unfair if I tell him that I like him just because I don’t want him to be sad..

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose? If I give up on saving to live with Sarah in Philly.. that would be very hard and difficult for me.. it’s hard because I love Sarah very much and I want to spend the rest of my days with her.. but it is difficult to acquire a visa and plane ticket.. given that I haven’t saved/earned much..

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you? My parents and sister before I slept..

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why? I honestly can’t remember because I live my life with little or no regrets.. things happen for a reason, even though things are tough right now.. I think I’d change my shirt from black to white last month because it was so hot and I had a headache because of wearing dark clothes..

18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you? Santa Claus.. giving me the gifts that I asked for..

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not? No.. because I don’t know how to do CPR.. sorry..

21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision? That’s a toughie.. um.. but you know what.. a baby is light, and a grandma is light.. either I carry them both with the strength I have and save the day.. or I end up falling because I sneezed and the three of us ended up falling..

22. Are you old fashioned? Yes..

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it? When I told a friend of mine here in Tumblr that she is very pretty and I hope she has a nice day.. which I usually do on Tumblr.. I’m not asking for anything in return.. I’m just telling the truth..

24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why? To love is to live.. to not love, is to not live at all..

25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
Spend the rest of my life with Sarah in my arms..